I’ve been instructed to do so many things in my life it’s created this kind of structure around me. But it doesn’t fit anymore. The structure feels constricting, restrictive, like a shell that no longer fits my crab body. The instruction feel unnatural and cause me to go against what I feel is right. And I don’t want to be a crab anymore either. So now I will contrive new instructions and with those build a new structure. These instructions will apply to those who created the old structure and its instructions too. If they don’t follow the revamped instructions will they be a part of the foundation for my new structure? I think I’d have to look at the instruction to figure that one out. I’m abandoning the old model in favor for an unknown one, a new one, and an intentional one. I really love the building blocks of the previous structure they just need rearranging. A few more added; a few broken, cracked or rotted ones removed or repaired. These instructions will create a modular structure, a free structure, and an inclusive structure, a croissant not a donut.
media: photobooth, couple weeks old fingernail polish, good ole fashion teenage style angst mixed will a little adult composure and perspective.
